something is bothering me.

and i do know what it is.

no, its not the stuff at home. its THAT thing. even typing this out, playing the words out in my mind, its making my heart thump. kinda like how you feel when you're at the very top, just before you whoosh down, on a rollercoaster. ecstasy, they say. yet, i feel annoyed too. angry, dare i say. so i'll wait. it all comes out sooner or later. one way or another.